Wondering if there’s any chance Tammy never forwarded my note to Lisa, though I don’t see why she wouldn’t. I just don’t get why someone would be unable to move on in our case but have no problem at all dancing the night away with some abusive bastard. Could Lisa have lied about the abuse? I never thought so. You don’t have to be that good with people to have been able to tell that Bill had it in him to abuse women/kids. But the fact that Tammy never said anything about it tells me she really doesn’t want to discuss it for whatever reason, be it because she refuses to pass the note along or because Lisa refuses to move on, so I’m not going to push it. I think it’s the latter of the reasons, but you know what? I’m done worrying about those that don’t give a shit about me. Lisa had her chance to apologize for her part for 8 years now. So even if she were to try to make amends right now, it’s too late Miss Bipolar, or whatever the fuck you are. I just don’t get why Tammy mentions her as if we’re all great buddies.

Anyway, I seem to have gotten into the habit where I’m 18 to 20 hours once a week or so and I only sleep for 5 to 6 hours. This guarantees that I’ll be tired and out of it the next day. Today’s one of those wonderful days. I’ve been very lightheaded, fatigued and even felt feelings of suffocation even though the oximeter said I was plenty oxygenated.

My TMJ bothers me as well. I really hope my dentist can help you with that but I have my doubts. Arthritis is arthritis. It plagues you all your life when you do get it and it’s not something that just goes away or can be fixed. But maybe the mouthguard will help. I don’t know till I talk to her next month. Still don’t know if the lightheadedness is because of the peri for my TMJ, but both can cause them. I just wish I could go a week without issues. Just one fucking week.

My pussy is better, though, so that’s something.

The AC crapped out on us yesterday afternoon and we had to restart the compressor. We’ve been having record heat with temps nearly as high as 110°. Finally deciding that it’s best to get it over with once and for all, I urged Tom to call someone else since the last company blew us off. He let them know in an email that the capacitor or relay needs replacing and he spoke to them today at work. They’ll be out Wednesday afternoon.

Here we go again with the services for Jon and Carolyn. I can’t tell what they’re doing but there was a red pickup that just had to park alongside us and that they had to let idle while they were talking on the phone. Why waste gas like that?

I saw a ladder extending to the roof. No writing on the passenger door of the truck. What would you be doing on a roof other than roofing? I don’t think they have any skylights and I don’t think you would clean vents that way. PLEASE tell me they don’t need a new roof, too! I would have thought Jackie would have replaced the roof same as they did next door. If you can afford new windows, you can afford a new roof. Whatever it is I’m sure it will last no less than 1.5 weeks, even though the truck was only there in the morning.

While I definitely have more to write about, I’m just too tired to do it now. I’ll get to it later.