Sent a fan letter to Kate. I got the address online. It’s going to Sherman Oaks, CA. I know she won’t read it herself and that I won’t get anything, but I thought it’d be fun to send it anyway.

I’m getting hounded with junk mail! Why these companies need to bombard me with so much, beats me. I can see them sending one message every few months, but these assholes are sending me two messages a day! I tried unsubscribing, but they still send me shit. I don’t know why they think harassing people will earn them any sales because I’m sure it won’t.

I haven’t seen my roadrunner for a few days.

I may be wrapping up my current story real soon only because I can’t think of that many exciting twists and turns for it, so it’ll be a short story. That’s okay, though. Length doesn’t matter.

Later…

It’s been very cloudy since I got up at 1 PM. We should definitely be getting a storm as soon as the sun starts setting.

When Tom saw the Florida area code on my phone, we thought it was Mary calling, but it was Dolls-n-More calling to say that the fairy twinkle would be sent today or tomorrow. I have 4 things on their way to me at the moment (the beauty supplies, the fairy, the ornaments and Barbie), all of which the money was pulled for except for Barbie.

I got one letter from Mary and one of mine to her returned to me because of magazine cutouts. The “magazine cutouts” were pictures from a calendar the Humane Society sent. Oh well. I’ll probably get that religious booklet returned, too. I’ll at least get the letter back to her. I’m glad the kitties from my own homemade calendar made it to her as did the little calendar from my planner.

Still no money orders. Maybe Buffy truly believes her boyfriend did get and send them, but if he did, it wasn’t to my PO Box. She still thinks that I should be getting these money orders that Buffy says were sent on the 30th and the 8th, but it’s time for her to come down to earth and let the reality she seems to be fighting settle in – they ripped her off. Either both of them did, or the boyfriend did.

It’s just our shit luck that they’d start requiring inmates to put their booking numbers on their outgoing mail. Now she and José can’t write to each other which means I’ll probably be doing the kiting and all for free, I’m sure. She wants to pay me $65 a month and send a couple of books of stamps a month which is very nice and generous of her, but as I keep trying to tell her, I’ll never see these things, especially the money, if she thinks she’s going to get them to me through anyone there. She confirmed what I figured – her aunt doesn’t know she tried to get money to José. I asked her to ask her aunt if she’d be willing to send me $40 a month with no stamps since Mary said her aunt accepts José and since I’d love to have a home job, but if she says no, she can try sending stamps. Maybe I’ll get some of them. It’s just that God’s so damn determined to see me work for free and I don’t know why! Oh well. If it’s so important to him that I do, then it must be for a reason, and I’ll still help her out because she’s my friend. I just don’t want to do any more favors after this! I really think I’ve done enough.

I’m not using any bogus names, though. She likes the name Marie, but you know Tom, who’s even more paranoid than I am. I’ll just use my own name and address.

As for Clarence, how silly of her to be scared of such a weak, immature little cock as he is! He sent her a rather threatening letter with references to satanic curses cuz he can’t handle her rejection and he’s jealous of José. I assured her that he couldn’t touch her. She’s in jail! She’s 100% safe. I got a kick out of how the little fuck said he got so mad he almost drove to Naples. And just what would he have done if he had? Busted into the jail to get at her? He’s just your typical shit cock who can’t handle rejection. I decided it’d be best if I didn’t contact his mom about it like she asked me to because I don’t think it’d do any good. Clarence is an adult and she can’t watch every little thing he does. I doubt he’d listen to her, anyway, if she told him to knock it off. Besides, why can’t Mary do this herself?

I suggested Mary just keep any letters she gets for the pigs if need be. I don’t know how seriously they’d take them with her being white, though, and with the fact that most threats are just that – threats. However, I’m sure that if she just ignores him, he’ll be long gone long before she’s out of there. She just needs to stop writing to him. It’s like she’s teasing these cocks and likes to get them going. She needs to quit telling them they’re her soul mate and how much she loves them. In fact, I wonder if she swapped the letters deliberately (she said she accidentally sent José Clarence’s letter and Clarence Jose’s letter). She’s got to stop playing with fire the way she does and just ignore the hypocritical wimp (I call him a hypocrite cuz he misspells words after picking on Mary for doing the same thing). Don’t give him the satisfaction of a reaction, I told her. That’s what he wants. Don’t write to him to tell him off, don’t tell him he’s your soul mate, don’t tell him shit. Just cease to exist for him and save up the letters, I told her. They should trickle to a stop sooner or later. He’ll want to eventually go pick on someone he can get a reaction from. Someone within physical reach. Meanwhile, I’ll do my best to put spells on both him, Buffy and her cock.

She’s just so naïve at times! Her and her fondness for assholes! She loves to fuck with their heads and she loves the thrill of being scared of them. It’s like a sick adrenaline rush for her or something.

She doesn’t know anyone off the top of her head who would want the CDs, and as I told her, the reason I never brought my CDs in to sell was that most don’t have their original inner sleeves. I removed them and made my own back when I was first getting into computers. It’s okay, though. They can sit where they are. And like God would let me earn extra cash for them? Yeah, right!

She said the only reason she hasn’t called is because of how expensive it is.

She says she now knows everything about Jose’s case and that the only reason he got charged with murder is that he didn’t call the police, whatever that means. The real murderer is doing time without the possibility of parole and assures me that Jose’s innocent. He simply thought that if he helped the state, the state would help him, but found he was wrong just like I did. She’s just worried I’ll judge him, but I promised her I wouldn’t if she’d at least tell me what the hell happened. Besides, it doesn’t matter what I think. He’s her friend. It’d be like her telling me she didn’t like Bob. I mean, so what if she did? That’s just her opinion. Meanwhile, I could still associate with him if I chose to.

I’m trying to urge Tom to go visit his mom soon. He just hasn’t done so because he doesn’t want them to worry, but I say a little worrying never killed anyone. It’s just that I know he could get money from her. As of yet, we still haven’t hit any financial crisis and hopefully we never will. We’ve struggled enough with money throughout our lives so we don’t deserve or need to struggle anymore. However, Jewish or not, I believe in the eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth saying. See, Mom’s paying for the well to be fixed was one thing. It paid us back for the money we lost to her in Phoenix. However, she can never pay us enough for the time she stole from us. You can’t put a price on time. Time is priceless. Therefore, I’ll take anything I can get from that woman.