Tom’s going to show me how to split and edit video files today. This way I can keep just the Kate scenes. It’ll save a ton of room on the TV’s drive, too.

Tom believes the reason the mesquites died is that he had to cut the roots in order to get them out. I hope that’s the only reason cuz I still get the feeling something doesn’t want us here and doesn’t want us to do things to improve this place and give us more privacy.

A realization hit me the other day. I got to thinking about something that made me wonder. Could I have succeeded in getting Teddy Bear fired as much as I didn’t want to, and could that be why Tom was fired? Cuz that’s something God would do. On the other hand, I find it hard to believe she was ever fired because God’s not in the habit of making others pay for wronging me. Plus, she’s a pig and pigs stick together. They may’ve questioned her about it, but that’s as far as I think it went.

Sometimes I still find myself angry at those who have fucked me over throughout my life, wishing they’d come to my door and give me a reason to do all kinds of things I won’t even write about. I wish God treated everyone the same too, and that in his eyes, other people wronging me wasn’t okay, but it is okay as far as he’s concerned and there’s nothing I can do about it.

I can’t seem to come up with any more story ideas and those I have come up with seem rather vague and half-assed, so I’ll just have to wait patiently till something more concrete comes to me. Meanwhile, to keep from getting too bored, I’ve been downloading audiobooks and even started working on an old puzzle. I can always do some proofreading too, if I get really bored.