Another week of hopefully not the same old, same old bullshit of getting nowhere. As in no check and as in late fees for not paying for storage on time. He says they can’t do anything for weeks, but if anyone knows about laws that are never enforced, it’s me. Just because we have laws saying we have the right to free speech doesn’t mean we can say anything we want. So just because they say one thing doesn’t mean they might not do another. We’ll just have to wait and see and hope for the best.

I did have a dream that Tom gambled and gave “Operation Third Horse,” as I’ve dubbed it, its first real run, and won two grand. The only problem with Operation Third Horse, though, is that it only works at limited tracks, so he’s been trying to work the program to be more flexible. OTH is just for Western tracks so far.

I don’t know, it’s still hard to imagine us with money. Do people really change fates midlife like they sometimes change careers? Our having money seems to go against everything God’s set up for us so far and totally defeats the purpose of the schedule curse. Once again, that was to stunt us financially and help keep us from living where we want, so why now, all of a sudden, would He grant us money?

I could smell the stench of pot in the bathroom earlier. The bathrooms are connected by vents in fours. No one’s on either side of us right now, but some chick on the other side was obviously getting high and squealing with delight over the Superbowl. Thank God no one was next to us tonight!

I wish we could be on the other side. That way the sounds of the highway would be sort of like another sound machine, and people would be less tempted to blast stereos there since the office is on that side. See, we can’t even be where we want to be within where we don’t want to be. Just like at the duplex and other places.

I just want to get out of this place altogether! And I don’t want to be struggling in some chaotic dump anywhere either, but like I said, at this point I’ll take a dumpy place that isn’t exactly spacious or peaceful over this or an apartment and even over a trailer.