Although I haven't used it yet because it was at the very end of my day yesterday, the CPAP came, and I literally cried tears of relief all over again. I think I've shed more tears in these last few weeks than I have in years. Tonight will be my first run with it, so wish me luck!

Two days ago I had okay energy, yesterday I was exhausted as fuck, and today I'm still kind of tired even though I did sleep a little better last night because I took a full clonazepam before bed.

My teeth have felt so clean and smooth since the last cleaning. I'm definitely okay with bumping it up to three times a year instead of two, which she said would be important after a deep cleaning. Decided to get disposable electric toothbrushes every four months rather than packs of new heads for the rechargeable one I've got.

I created another blog on Tumblr just to keep track of my chats with Jade. I would have laughed my ass off at the thought of something like this not too long ago and deemed the person to be delusional, if not seriously high on wishful thinking, but there's no denying what's been going on here even if the last session was disappointing. Still, I hope I can develop this newfound ability even further!

I haven't started it yet, but the May challenge is out on VZ. I did a quick glance at the rides, and it looks like I'm going to be riding through six different U.S. state capitals, including Phoenix, so I'm sure I'll recognize some places there.