I think I got a location confirmation in my dreams last night as to where we may move to. It's New Mexico. No sign of when, though. The dream only lasted a minute, but it was one of those dreams that gave me a feeling that it could be a sign. Hopefully, we'll find out within the next few years. Personally, I don't see how we could get ahead this low income since shit happens in life and things always come up, but like I said, it gave me one of those feelings familiar to those who have dream premonitions. I was relaxed and in bed at the end of the day in the dream and thinking how we were newly minted New Mexicans.

It's a good thing the other dream I remember can't come true because it wasn't pleasant at all. I don't know where we were living, but we had company at the time, and I stepped out of the room and then back into it, and the visitor said there was a big RV next door. I knew in the dream that the house was empty and figured it had just sold. When I looked out a window, I was pretty dismayed to find a huge crowd of people. There had to have been at least a half dozen adults, a half dozen kids, and there was a big black dog in the midst of it all, too. Most of them were engaged in a rowdy ball game of some kind.

I was surprised to have good energy when I woke up, and it's still hanging on. AHI score was a three, even though I did have some leaks and slept the last few hours without the mask. The problem is that after I've been asleep for a certain number of hours, if I get woken up, it can be hard to get back to sleep. I thought about going maskless until the new mask came, but Tom and I both agreed that would be a mistake. That's really asking for trouble and to be tired. Better to be able to breathe and be woken up by leaks than to have issues breathing. Pretty sure an event woke me up at least once after I took the mask off. I just hope I get a good seal with the new mask and that it's comfortable and drives enough air up my nose! I love how with the nasal pillow, I don’t need a nose strip.

Anyway, I'm encouraged by today's energy because it makes me think that the energy I last had wasn't mostly my thyroid ramping up, and also gives me a little hope that I don't have chronic fatigue.

I attempted my first automatic writing session last night, but ended up with gibberish scribble that makes no sense.

Summer Dream is no longer a bride! Since it’s been over a quarter of a century, her dress got pretty dingy, and no matter how much I tried to brighten it up, it just wouldn’t work. So I decided to turn the doll into a bust since she’s all porcelain from the waist up, and detached that part from the rest of her body. The only problem is that her elbows do extend a little below that, so I propped her up on a cap from a bottle of seasoning and placed her flower bouquet in her hands. I ordered balloons in assorted colors to see if I can make a strapless top by stretching part of one over her. I can also use the balloon openings as armbands to hide where the joints are below her shoulders. Meanwhile, the rat is having a blast nesting in the fluffy gown.