I’m still in pain and I totally regret getting my tooth pulled. Totally. Cavity pain is the better pain, not this. How the hell do people survive that have all their teeth pulled at once??? It does have its moments where it’s better and Tom says it’s finally scabbing over nicely, but it still seems like I shouldn’t be in pain nearly a week later. I may have to call the doctor tomorrow and see about getting on some kind of antibiotic or a stronger painkiller. Tylenol seems to work better than Aleve and Ibuprofen, but I may need a prescription.

I didn’t do as well as I’d like to have done my first day on the treadmill yesterday. I was hoping to run between 3-4 MPH for 10 minutes, but instead I alternated between walking at 2 MPH and running 3 MPH for 10 minutes. More than likely it’s due to all the excess weight I’m carrying than a case of my being out of shape.

Today I ran for 15 minutes and a little faster too, at 3.3 MPH. It’s a shame I only burned 65 calories for all the sweating I did, but I know I’ll eventually run faster and longer and burn even more calories.

The treadmill is easier on my joints than outside running since the surface I’m running on doesn’t have the irregularities that the ground outside has.

I was hoping the troll forgot her way into my Blogger blog, but she just made two attempts to get in. I should’ve figured as much. Tomorrow she’ll be able to view it just fine since that’s when the 14 days will be up that I could block her for. I know she’s viewed my MyOpera blog too, which I’ve stopped updating since the tracker there doesn’t work. I’ve “protected” my Formspring account and I may set the MyOpera blog to ‘friends only’ since I’m not updating it regularly. It’s kind of sad I have to hide so much of my shit in order to not feel so “watched” but at least I don’t get bombarded with friend requests on Blogger. I’ve also got the comments disabled there, so the worst she can do is try to message/friend me on Facebook, or request to follow me on Twitter and Formspring. She can, without permission, start following me on Blogger, but lately she’s been good about not trying to contact or connect with me. Sometimes I’m tempted to fuck with her head but I know that’ll just make things worse. Also, God has proven that He would prefer to protect my perps and not me, so knowing Him, He’d make sure I got in trouble for fighting back in any way shape or form. So I basically have to just lie down and take it and let her victimize me even if it’s been in a more mild way than it could be.