I'm so pissed off right now. The upcoming days are to be stormy. Oh, of course they are. I'll be asleep during the daytime, so why wouldn't they be? Again, I wonder why the hell this has to happen every single fucking time I'm on days. I see a clear and obvious pattern here that definitely makes me wonder. I have no doubt that once I roll back onto days, it will dry up again, even if storm season doesn't have much longer to go here. There's a slim possibility that what's to be Hurricane Gabrielle will affect us, but no one can say for sure at this point because the storm is moving very slowly.

I tried to tell myself not to be pissed if it storms while I'm sleeping, because then I at least can count on dry weather if we want to do something outdoors, like go to the beach, and the storms—or the potential threat of storms—will at least keep people from doing projects around here. But this isn't Citrus Heights, either, where they were doing them every few days. Storms don't always stop projects anyway. Despite a thunderstorm we had, the honker kept working away on the lanai.

Sometimes I really wonder about myself. Even when things are going well, I find myself relieved to know that the end is closer rather than further. I also still worry and wonder about the same three things that have been on my mind for years now: When will we die? How will we die? Is there really an afterlife, and if so, what will it be like?

We ran out to Walgreens earlier. He had to get his medication, and while we were at it, we grabbed a few treats.

I finished my friend's diamond painting, and if we're going to send it via UPS, I'll need to go with him because he can't write anymore. We're not sure exactly how we're going to send it.

The post office says my CPAP frames/harnesses were delivered, but we haven't received them, so we don't know yet if someone else got them or they fucked up. Got the nasal cradle, though.

As I mentioned before, I unlisted almost everything of mine on Penana. This is the way it's going to stay, either for good or for a long time. So if there were any books anyone was interested in and you feel comfortable sharing your email address, let me know, and I'll attach the files of the books to an email and get them off to you.