The rat’s tumor bled a little bit yesterday. It was just a few drops, and she didn't seem to be in pain, so that much is good. Rats are always grooming themselves, so she likely got a little too aggressive in that area.
I slept better last night. No suffocating awake, no air escaping my mouth. My AHI score is back down, although it was just over five. So it's looking like, yeah, it was my own stupidity that caused this latest round of breathing issues. Even so, I'm back to wishing we could move back to a dry climate. Snoring, needing nasal sprays, needing nose strips, needing CPAPs, suffocating awake… none of this shit really became a problem until we moved to Florida. It just isn't an allergy-friendly state. Yes, I do have sleep apnea, but my throat structure has always been what it is, and I've been fat for over a decade, so I'm realizing that most of the problems I've had here with breathing issues in my sleep definitely do stem from the allergies that the humidity here is encouraging, not sleep apnea.
I had a weird dream that someone was either staying with me or had moved in with me as a roommate, and I was telling her, as she was making herself comfortable for bed on my couch, about someone I supposedly beat up years ago. I guess the person bullied me once, and then the second time I fought back. I told the woman that I ran into her in 1981 and she started shit with me, and that I told her, Guess what? It isn’t 1978 anymore, and proceeded to smash her face to the point that blood covered my T-shirt. As I walked home, people were looking at me as if to say, What is this, Halloween in July? Only in the dream, I was making up the story to either impress the girl or make her think twice should she decide to mess with me, lol. She fell asleep on me, and I hope she was awake long enough to hear the whole story I made up for her. In real life, I didn't have my first apartment until 1985.
Next weekend, the storms will be picking back up again. Oh, of course they will. I'll be sleeping in by then. This should be the last time on nights that I have to worry about it, though, because we're coming to the end of the wet season. There are a few disturbances in the Atlantic now, although nothing threatening the US so far.
I closed my Wattpad account because their glitching wasn’t acceptable to me. It wouldn't let me post additional chapters, and when I looked up the troubleshooting info, it said that if I get that error to do this and do that. I thought about it and decided I shouldn't have to do this or do that. I should simply be able to post things just like I can on most every other site.
I left the last journal I wrote in BK's bathroom. I wonder if anyone will actually read it or if they'll just chuck it. Even more so, I wonder if anyone will try to contact me through any of the links I left in it, but I highly doubt that much. Would be cool if they did, though.
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