Becky didn’t want to ask me to donate money to anyone but to discuss her concerns about both Marie and Maria. It’s sad what they’re going through, but I don’t see what we can do. Any extra money we have is tied up, and we can’t make Maria’s kids or friends take her in. The fact that she’s homeless despite having kids and many friends tells me that there’s either something very wrong with Maria or something very wrong with her friends and family. Who the hell leaves their mother or friend on the street? So yeah, her people are either insanely selfish or there’s something about Maria they don’t want to get involved with.

As for Marie, all we can do is hope her girlfriend is as true as she seems to be and that she stays that way. The only strange thing is that the girlfriend is the only one to donate $50 to Marie’s GoFundMe account. Why would the girlfriend need to do this if she’s living with her?

Anyway, I skipped yesterday’s pill and had some anxiety. I took it today, and so far so good. I got a roasted chicken from the grocery store yesterday since the tryptophan seems to be helping once again.

So the plan is to take it easy today. He’ll work tomorrow, hopefully for just eight hours, and then on Tuesday we’ll bomb the place before taking off for my doctor. After seeing her, we’ll use the Macaroni Grill gift card he got from work, plus the other gift card for Target for whatever after we eat.

Wednesday is dentist day.

The days are getting warmer, like in the 70s. Today might be a good day to really test out one of my new running shirts, but I don’t know if I’ve got the energy for that at the moment. I’ve been tired lately. I didn’t sleep well last night because I kept waking up warm (not hot flashing, it just got warm in the house) or just because. The only good thing was that I was in Hawaii all night long in my dreams.