Having another tired day for a couple of reasons. One is that I just kept waking up and the other is my own dumb fault for turning off the sound machine when I thought I was getting up but wasn’t. Toni or someone around here must have been doing something because a bang woke me up. Tom heard it too but wasn’t sure where it was coming from. I’m guessing Toni was doing something in her carport or maybe even going into her storeroom. These houses are so damn close. Like closer than any other house I’ve ever lived in before.

Ended up taking a nap and that helped perk me up a bit. Not going to be doing much tonight other than writing and hitting the road. Maybe I’ll even hit the vibration platform and paint or draw a bit. The platform is not going to reshape this big old body if I don’t do it enough. Love the way it pulls my waist in and makes my clothes fit better.

I’m still not sure I believe I’ll be able to handle this dose but I do have a couple of symptoms that I’m surprised to be noticing as much being under 10. For one I’m still pretty cold, and secondly, the scale is the biggest telltale sign. I’m still up a pound or two. That may simply be an age thing, though. Women gain weight in increments until they’re around 65. So, 7 more years of gaining if I’m really unlucky. I’m still going to try to back off the sweets as much as I can. Even if it doesn’t cause me to lose weight it would make it harder to gain more. I still don’t think I could ever stand to diet because even if I could get results, it still means going hungry for way too long. But yeah, I don’t feel like this dose is going to push my TSH too low. I still feel good physically and emotionally like I’m nowhere near the standard normal range. At least so far.

Watching a documentary called Audrie and Daisy on Netflix and damn! To know that some forms of sexual misconduct are considered a misdemeanor while what you write can be a felony depending on the color of the people involved is pretty damn despicable.