Tomorrow marks one month without hearing from Mary if I don’t get anything in the mail at which point I’ll be calling her aunt to see if she knows anything. Or at least knows anything she’s willing to share with me. Meaning, if Mary’s dumped me for whatever reason and has discussed it with Carolyn, Carolyn may not want to be the one to tell me about it. As crazy as it may sound, I think I’ll be more disappointed if it turns out she hasn’t dumped me than I will be if she has, just like I think I’ll end up feeling more disappointed if we stay rather than if we lose the house. On the other hand, that’d all depend on why we lost the house. If we lost it to a smaller piece of land, then no, I wouldn’t be disappointed.

Other than that, there isn’t much new to report. Tom’s been working on setting up our website and has vibes about the library calling Tom tomorrow for an interview, but I don’t trust them. I’m not experienced with vibes like that as I am with tickets, vehicle trouble, sick spells and healing.

Back to Mary – I’m going to continue to send letters on each of the 3 Mondays left of December. Then, if I still don’t hear from her, I’m going to assume she has dumped me and just never had the guts to tell me so and neither did her aunt. Then she’ll be a closed chapter in my life like Andy and so many others. That’s just life, though; people come and go throughout our lives and as long as I always have Tom, that’s okay.