I sent both Nane and Irene the link to my new blog and got one hit from Germany (before Google Analytics was installed) and 4 from Salzburg, Austria right below Germany and right where Irene’s living, so I saw on both the blog site and GA later on. Makes me think the Germany hit really was Nane. But Nane’s ignored comments both Irene and I have left on her photos and has no new apparent activity on her account, so she’s either contacting everyone else in private or she just isn’t around. Again, if she’s “hiding” from me it seems like an awful lot of trouble to go to when she could just dump me.

Funny how Irene “liked” the “kiss” I sent Nane, too.

As soon as I saw that Molly saw that my old blog was gone, she found my new one through my Facebook account. What’s funny is that she’s still checking my old account to see if that blog has been restored. Anyway, I should’ve been more careful about what I posted publicly but so far all she’s been doing is looking over my shoulder and not contacting me. If I do decide to leave Blogger I’ll leave a note on this site saying so, and rather than posting the new link all over the place and notifying people individually which is a royal pain in the ass anyway, I’ll just let people send me a message asking for the link to the new blog. Those that matter to me are my friends and these people should either know my email address or you’re on my friend list on Facebook.

It’s a tough call, though. If I create my own site I don’t have to worry about unwanted changes. If I go to MD I don’t have to know the troll is still spying on me and can enjoy the simplicity of it. If I go back to MyOpera I have HitsLink and a new chance to block Molly. If I stay at Blogger I have a nicer blog. I can’t mark individual posts as private there but can send them to Facebook easier unless they change things and fuck that up as MyOpera did.

Someone’s also flying below radar cuz I noticed the hit count on the blog go up and first thought it was seeing me again. But when I refreshed the page it didn’t go up yet the tracker picked up no new hits.

I called to wish Dad a happy Father’s Day, but he was at the store and so I talked to Mom instead. I thanked her for the anniversary card and money they sent. When I tried to ask about the age limit of retirement communities in Florida she wouldn’t tell me, saying she “never paid attention to that” because she doesn’t think a retirement community is right for us and she especially doesn’t think we should go to Florida, not that I think we ever really will. She says what we’ve got is “ideal.” She seems to forget we don’t own this little old dump and we simply can’t add to it. Whatever. I mean I don’t think the choice is ours anyway. This is where we live and we’ll probably be here for years.

It feels so good to be back to running again, though I think all I’m going to be able to do is 20 minutes a day with these joints.

Later…

I am amazed at all the hits my blog is getting! Do they read my blog because they’re genuinely interested in what I have to say? Or because they’re curious to see if I mention them?

Still can’t decide whether I want to allow anonymous comments there and on Formspring so I’ve been going back and forth. I hate to cut my friends off, but I also hate to give the troll a way to get to me if she decides to start her shit again.

The troll has yet another new Facebook account and has contacted Aly, so I just learned, on both Facebook and from her new MyOpera account. What surprises me is that Molly’s had this account for weeks, as I also just learned. I’m amazed she didn’t try to friend me.

Tom installed another tracker for me to try out. In some ways, I’d like it better than HitsLink if I could just tell it to ignore my browser or PC, but instead I have to insert my IP for exclusion. The problem is that every time the damn net cuts out which is several times a day, it resets it.

They’re way off on some locations, too. First it said I was in Nixon, CA, then Elk Grove, CA, then Sacramento which is where trackers usually say I am.