Tammy asked if she was in the violent dreams I had yesterday. She wasn’t but I did have a dream last night that she was going to Indiana. Anyway, I realized I should be ok despite the dreams I had because the violence wasn’t on us. It’s when Tom and I, or at least one of us, is about to be harmed or killed that the shit hits the fan in real life. I used to dream I’d win something within a day or two of getting a win notice, but that has stopped. Now I just win something every few days or so.

I also dreamt I heard from Nane, though I don’t know if it was in a nice way or not. Guess this means I’ll hear from her again after all within a few days since I usually do after dreaming about hearing from her.

No sign of her being online all weekend, so I guess she is still with her boyfriend.

Mary’s still incarcerated and it says the info was updated as of the 10th. My guess is that they’re going to hold her till 2013. I really think they’re going to try to hold her for as many more of her childbearing years as they can legally get away with. This isn’t going to stop her from going back to popping kids with bad boys if that’s what she’s going to do, but in their minds keeping her another two years is two fewer years she’ll have to do it in.

I can’t believe how sore my stomach is! Tom read about this ab exercise that’s supposed to be the best ever, and what an understatement that is! You use the exercise ball by rolling out on top of it till the ball’s under your thighs. Then you pull yourself upright and almost into a handstand position, head down, butt in the air, and hold it for a few seconds. As the article said, you have to be in good shape to do just a few. I just did a dozen. I think I’ll need to take tomorrow off.

Yesterday was my one-year anniversary on MyOpera. When I go through my old journals that aren’t online, I wonder what’s the point of them. What can they ever be used for? Might as well delete these past days that can never be relived again, not that I’d want to relive most of them. But then I think about it and how they do make a good reference if I want to remember when a certain thing happened or something like that.

Just like I knew we would be and like I tried to tell Tom, we’re back to having internet outages like crazy. It goes in and out constantly, making me hesitant to renew my sweeps subscription when it expires. If they haven’t gotten their shit together in a day and time when no one’s internet service should be so unreliable as good as technology’s gotten, then they obviously never will. Tom will call them, they’ll make things a little better for a few days/weeks, then it’s back to the same old cycle of bullshit.