Lots of wind, rain, peace and quiet today. It’s to go on all week.

Touched base with my usual round of friends, including my German hottie and Phillip. I miss the hell out of him. He asked what was up with me, saying mom would never give any info. Really? You mean the blabbermouth that told the whole damn town of Longmeadow that I jumped out a window wouldn’t even tell him the basics? Wow, just wow.

I shouldn’t be surprised, though. I don’t remember who it was but one time I was talking to someone she knew and the subject of my knowing Spanish came up. I was a bit surprised when this person was surprised to learn this. I had figured they already knew I spoke Spanish since most mothers would be quick to tell their friends that their daughter taught herself a language, right? Wrong. I remember feeling a bit hurt that she hadn’t been told about it, but hey, it was something Dureen couldn’t relate to herself and it wasn’t anything she had any interest in personally, so should I really have been all that surprised?

My furry boys are so damn cute when they play! Rats love to wrestle with each other, especially the males.

Our new hotspot should be set up and tested today or tomorrow. Don’t know if it’ll work or how much faster it will be, but we’ll be finding out soon enough. Either way, I can’t return to sweeping till next year. If I win a grand or something it would throw us into the next tax bracket and mess things up for us. After my teeth are taken care of and we get our next round of propane, we’ll have a better idea of where we stand. I just know we’ll be here a long time to come since we decided to get something newer, nicer and bigger. We will want to have 15-25 grand when it finally does come time to move depending on exactly what we get. My dreams already told me the place would cost 12K. They also told me Nane isn’t a nail-biter. I had a dream she was talking with someone who was nervous about something and she said she was never in the habit of biting her nails. I asked if that were true, and nope. She bites her lip instead when nervous.

I was hesitant to make this next part public, not wanting to give a certain very sick asshole the attention she craves, but fuck it. It’s my journal.

Fucking Kim just won’t leave me alone on Ask! Every week or two she fucks with me directly or indirectly and now it seems she very well may be impersonating friends. Is there no end to just who this skitzo will impersonate?

While I was able to verify that Kim does indeed have a friend named Jackie, I don’t believe anymore that the person who contacted me on Ask saying they were Jackie and wanted to give me her email address cuz she wanted to talk to me, was actually Jackie. I think it was really Kim.

Same with the person who’s been contacting me saying they were in Tennessee. They said we never actually spoke but they were told about me and I live an interesting life and all that stuff. They said they were a friend of a friend who lives in Philly whose first name begins with a K. I thought of Kaylyn and while she used to live in PA, it wasn’t Philly that she lived in. I honestly can’t think of any friends I have that live in Philly. I did, however, find out that Kim has a friend in Tennessee and alerted her as to what’s going on. She said she felt bad for her that she’s that bored and miserable. Well, I don’t. Not at this point what with how out of hand things have gotten. Enough is enough! Sure I’m sorry if Kim was severely abused as a child and about whatever head disease she may possess that’s making her so crazy. But Kim is a grown adult now. She should know right from wrong. And just like I had to tell the other troll for so long, NO CONTACT MEANS NO CONTACT! I do NOT want to hear from this nut on any site or for any reason!

Whoever it was that said they were scared of Kim, regretted having anything to do with her, and asked how to deal with her craziness, was probably Kim, too. Especially since the questions quickly changed from that to, “How do you know when you’re crazy?” and shit like that.

As soon as I mentioned her TN friend this morning, she quit bothering me. For now anyway. Is she really that stupid not to know I’ll eventually figure her games out? I guess so! Yeah, you fucktard – and I know you’re reading this – I will eventually find out it’s you when you harass me wherever.

Really, why is she doing this to me month after month? Why is it so damn hard for her to move on? She obviously does have other friends, so why can’t she focus on them? She’s proven to have a deep-seated hatred for me. So then why would she want anything to do with me? Aren’t we supposed to naturally want to ignore and avoid those we don’t like?

But sadly, and also like the other troll, she hasn’t actually done anything illegal. She hasn’t threatened me (yet) or anything, and unfortunately, the laws of the streets haven’t quite caught up with the laws online. It’s not like I can file a cyber restraining order.

This is a very sick, twisted individual who obviously has way too much time on her hands. I doubt her entourage of shrinks and therapists even realize what her online behavior is like.