Another entry tonight because I'm just so fucking frustrated. If Tom’s right about storms not fucking with my sleep more than usual, or other things—even though I have to see it to believe it—and I have energy more often, I was thinking of doing the following exercise plan. Excluding hitting the road, treadmill, or going out for walks, I'll alternate between three different things, taking Saturdays off. The three things will be strength training, VZfit aerobics, and hitting the vibe platform. Still can't believe I'm going to have enough energy to be consistent, though.

At around 10, I started feeling tired and took a 90-minute nap. It really pisses me off when I lose alone time to having to be in bed at night because that's when I'm most productive, and I don't get nearly as much of it as together time.

A new health issue, a new breakage issue, four days of storms when I'm on nights. Really think it's all a coincidence? I just don't understand why we can't get one fucking month off between problems. Hell, we can't even get a week off.

I was just looking at the weather for the next 15 days, and it really pisses me off that I don't normally get thundered up for the first time in the year until June, yet I'm going to get woken up more than once before April. 

It also pisses me off that, sure enough, as soon as I roll onto days, it's going to be bright and sunny. I keep trying to tell myself to be grateful that it's always sunny when I'm up because then, if God forbid we ever could escape to the beach for the day, I know the weather would always be good. Besides, people don't do projects during storms. But reality is reality, and that's that no one likes to have their sleep disrupted, especially when they're getting older and have a harder time handling that shit. Just when I'm starting to pay off my sleep debt, too!

My head hurts more when lying down. I just don't see how the hell this could resolve on its own if I didn't treat it. But I'm not going to any more doctors. I'll extend these drops or try other drops that may be prescribed, but I'm not playing the appointment game again, other than what we've already talked about. I might even have to let my tooth go too, so we can put that money into the toilet.

Fortunately, my headache is not severe, and I don't have sensitivity to light or vision changes other than the tears themselves blurring my vision, but I've got a bad feeling this isn't going away on its own. No problem of mine is ever quick to fix. I simply do not get off that easily. I just want a week in my life without a health issue or something breaking!