Wednesday, March 18, 2026

Despite taking melatonin and clonazepam, I had major breakup sleep. I woke up shortly before 10, and was 100 percent sure I wasn’t going to fall back asleep, so I took off the CPAP and laid there. Nearly two hours later, I did fall back asleep, had trouble breathing, threw the CPAP back on, and then had a really shitty dream. We were living in a house in the mainstream somewhere. The same breakage curse going on here was going on there, and then Tom discovered something outside that he thought could be a problem that would cost $24,000 to fix, and whoever was hired to fix it would need to take 13 hours to do it. Then he morphed into my parents, but still, that was NOT a good dream for a psychic to have.

Then, after having heard that Nane moved in a couple of doors down, I spotted her walk to her car, get into it, pick up a cigarette, and then change her mind about smoking it. She was still slim with light brown hair down to her waist but had freckles she didn't have in real life. She spotted me then and fixed her blue eyes on me. I opened the window and called out, “Don’t you know who I am?” But before I got any answer, she turned into a black girl laying with a couple of other black girls on outdoor lounge chairs.

My only guess as to why I woke up at 10 was because I slept sounder because I took clonazepam with the melatonin. If I'd known I was going to eventually fall back asleep I would have taken another melatonin right away. So we'll just see how I feel later this morning but I might not make it out this week. I was really worried about getting up around 10 because that would have really backed up my schedule and made ENT day too long so I refused to get out of bed then.

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