We may be safe from tornadoes, hurricanes, earthquakes, and floods and relatively safe from fires, but the fact that it’s 43º right now in late May is bad enough. Other than having a couple more weeks’ worth of cold nights before we get our two lousy months of round-the-clock nice weather we get each year, I won a coupon for a free candy bar. Nothing to get all excited about, but still nice.

What’s not so nice is that a certain tooth of mine that acts up every now and then is driving me crazy. It hurts so bad not even pain relievers help much. It’s gonna take a few days of using more peroxide and mouthwash to get it to settle down. I don’t understand how these teeth could hang on for so many years and not have broken up or died a long time ago. I guess I’m just meant to suffer. If I ever get to get rid of these teeth, I’ll be faced with a new long-term problem. You know how it works for me; I don’t get to solve problems, I only get to trade old ones in for new ones.

As for Nane, I’ve gone from wondering to worrying to not sure I give a damn anymore. Especially if she really has been around but is ignoring me. Like I said before, if it’s personal I don’t know why she can’t just dump me if she’s that sick of me or annoyed by me instead of ignoring me, but I’m kind of tired of trying to guess what may be the case. I’ll either hear from her again someday or I won’t. But as you also know, I can have all the attention I want from the males and uglies.

Other than not getting enough time alone and not liking how much longer I “vibe” Tom will be out of work, I guess you could say I’m doing ok. I’m hanging in there and trying to keep busy. I work on MT, I sweep, and I’ve been on a roll with my story. I think this new system I’m trying out is going to work a lot better where I just write the book first, then do all the editing later.

Later…

What I’m currently thinking as far as Nane’s concerned is that she’s ignoring me. I think she’s got things set up so I can’t see certain posts, but she probably posted status updates and pictures during her trip, which I suspect she has returned from. She’s usually on Facebook during the last few hours of her day, and again there was an indication that she was on at that time. Then there’s an indication that she’s not there when I think she would be going to bed. I guess she feels she would rather ignore me than just come out and dump me, but I think I’d rather her just dump me if indeed it’s true that I’ve made her uncomfortable in any way.

If her account had been hacked she’d have at least notified me and others by email, I would think, and if something had happened to her wouldn’t others be looking for her too, and posting on her wall? It is a bit strange, however, that no one’s sent her any “hugs” or anything like that in quite a while. I don’t think she could hide what others post to her wall, just what she posts.

LOL, I just deleted some of the posts I made on her wall. I wonder if she’ll notice it and if that’ll make her contact me out of curiosity. Then again, she may still see what I deleted since it’s her wall, after all. It may only delete it from my POV.