Saturday, April 18, 2020

Why did I just get a notification on my phone from WhatsApp when nothing new is there? Oh, wait. Someone named Kim with a business account that’s in the medical field contacted me saying she was on WA now. She likely sent it to me by mistake.

Edited and posted the excerpts documenting the termites’ shit and even allowed for anonymous comments. Just curious if anything comes in. I really want to be careful while we’re still here so I decided that when we move I will unblock them and see if they message me. If they message me first, I’ll send them the link to the excerpts. If they don’t, I’ll wait a year after we’ve moved and then send it. I definitely do want them to see them if they haven’t already.

The park is fucking with us again. There was a notice demanding that we weed this and trim that, blah, blah, blah. But that’s what he’s been doing the last couple of days! Who the fuck do these people think they are anyway, our parents? I feel like a fucking kid all over again… Do your homework, clean your room…well, we’re not fucking children! Yet I almost feel like I’m on probation. We’re going to do what we’re going to do, and they can go fuck themselves.

It’s ironic that it comes the day after I leave an anonymous message about nighttime motorcycles and my first thought was, holy shit, they somehow know it’s me! But then complaints didn’t always follow past messages so I’m sure it’s just a coincidence. Joy can still shove a rolling pin up her ass.

They had their fucking parade again yesterday instead of the 15th, but they didn’t go around the circle, so it wasn’t that loud.

Yesterday I did a quick run just to see how my uterus would react. I had faint intermittent cramps yesterday and was seriously beginning to worry that I might possibly have uterine cancer even though I wasn’t bleeding. I definitely have several risk factors… Being fat, over 50, starting periods early, not hitting menopause by 51, never having kids.

Uterine cancer is rare but then so is circadian rhythm disorder and atresia.

Then Tom had an interesting theory I never thought of and it seems like he could be right. I sure hope so, anyway! I contemplated getting the ultrasound done and over with next week so I would either get the peace of mind of knowing that everything was okay or God forbid told what I don’t want to hear, especially when we’re trying to save all we can to get out of here next year. But then he suggested that due to my taking my medication more often and my thyroid levels being close to normal, that’s likely what triggered the late period. He thinks the cramps were my body trying to generate another period. It makes sense and I do hope he’s right, even though my dumbass body should know it’s getting too old for this shit.

I did some spells as I was falling asleep yesterday and today I’ve been fine which is quite a relief. I’ve had enough of doctors anyway!

Today I did another two-mile walk/jog and felt great. Went a little earlier than I should have because it was still dark by the time I hit Oak. Never saw any skunks, though. The turkeys started gobbling even while they were still up in the trees. Never saw any vehicles. Just one dog walker. Love how the smell of Jasmine is more prominent now. So with the exception of a few planes, it was a very peaceful walk.

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