I’m kind of pissed that the bottle of patchouli oil was empty when I went to put some in the diffuser. Why couldn’t it have been one of the citrus ones to leak?

We went out to Walgreens earlier and we’re quite bad, LOL. We got all kinds of treats and I got wine.

Again with the honker’s dog. It went off twice and you would think it would piss the shit out of me but for some reason, it didn’t. If it keeps happening more and more then it will, and I’ll say something in that case. He’s out more often and there’s no girlfriend to stay with it or other dog to keep it company so it’s getting lonely. Another dog walking by set it off one time. I just don’t understand why he’s got the windows open. I can see having them open at night but in the daytime, it’s still a bit hot. Wish he’d shut the windows and kick the AC on.

I created an account on SSA to get an idea of how much I can collect when I’m 62 but have to wait for a special code to be mailed to me over the next few days. I don’t expect it to be much, though. Maybe two or three hundred a month. Whatever it is, I’ve got a long way to go before I’m 62, and 65 seems worlds away. Since I can’t go back in time, I would jump to 65 in a heartbeat if I could so I could have Medicare, contribute to our income, and be closer in age to my husband.

Getting to Bicycle Bingo tomorrow night is going to be hit or miss. It was great that I had energy today but it’s such a rare luxury that I don’t expect to have it again tomorrow (now I’m lightheaded). Not that I’m complaining, but I still don’t understand why I suddenly have energy today. Now I don’t know if the different waiting times after my meds matter, if the gland is atrophying, or if there’s something else going on. And why did I have more energy before last week? The new dose hadn’t had as much time to build up in me then.

Ooh, I’m excited to take meditation to a whole new level! I asked myself what I could do differently for a change besides endless blog work. I love editing - don’t get me wrong - but I need to mix it up at times so I jumped on YouTube and found a bunch of 10-minute guided meditation videos with beautiful nature visuals. I created a meditation playlist there and am gathering a collection so I can have a new guided visual meditation every day. I still love the VR meditation app but I need variety every now and then. 10 minutes is a decent enough time for me to meditate each day. So I’m having fun browsing around flower fields, moonlight nights, rainstorms, oceans, lakes, streams, rivers, and more!