As expected, I’m back to being exhausted. Fitbit says I slept well, but that’s not what I remember. I remember waking up a number of times, once to pee and to put on a nose strip while I was at it because my nose was stuffy. That’s supposed to be a side effect of Losartan, but one I can live with.

I had a dream we were living in a park that was targeting those who were or have been with the same sex. Some guy, perhaps connected to a church, was going around asking questions. I don’t know what they planned to do with those they suspected were gay or bisexual. I guess they wanted to kick them out of the park. We were still living in California in the dream and I said to Tom, “If you can’t be safe in California, then where can you be safe?”

Tom has been super tired as well so neither of us felt up for Bicycle Bingo tonight. He’s lucky he can nap when he’s tired and naps typically refresh him. I can’t always get myself to nap and when I do, they don’t usually refresh me. Something wants me tired and unable to do things.

Galileo sent an automated message asking how I was doing under my thyroid case and I told them I wasn’t experiencing any of the symptoms I get when my TSH gets below my personal range and that I expect the numbers to be bad. I asked if the gland could be atrophying and if they thought an ultrasound would be a good idea since it’s been a decade and I’ve been having heavy fatigue on and off for the last few years. They want to wait until my heart tests are done and I have the CPAP for a while to make any new decisions and that makes sense.

I was a little surprised that they’re not going to test my urine again, saying they want a GYN to deal with that. That’s fine but since when do GYNs deal with too many white blood cells and blood in urine? I still say the blood was a cut. Can’t explain the WBC, though. I wonder if the flank pain I had yesterday could have been a kidney stone after all and maybe that was raising my WBC count.

Tom was pissed because as soon as he went to charge the car, there were notifications for DoorDash deliveries in the area. The other day he had to stop and charge because there was a delivery a mile out of range. After he charged, there were deliveries available 10 miles further south and he decided he wasn’t driving further and further into Tampa chasing deliveries he’d never get. So something didn’t want him making deliveries and something wants me tired.

I looked at Carol's page to see if there was any mention of Kim, and there she was in an ugly black witch costume for a Halloween party they had at the dojo. So she definitely isn’t ill or injured. Like I said, if I knew all I had to do was call her out on her obsessive shit to get myself dumped, I would have done that a long time ago. I definitely don’t miss her at all. She’s stupid, crazy, delusional, unrealistic, non-empathetic, selfish, and the biggest liar I’ve ever encountered. Termite Tammy never lied that much and maybe not even Molly either.

Ray continues to be quiet and goes out at night. The honker put one of his flags up. The American-Canadian one.