Why oh why do I work so hard for so little? All this effort just to lose 3 measly pounds! Still, it’s good to do it to keep in shape, even if it’s boring and I’ll always be fat. I’ve been breaking it up to keep me from getting so bored that I throw in the towel. I walk for 5 minutes, then I run and play a computer game, and I go back and forth till I’ve walked 30 minutes. Since it takes a few minutes for my heart to slow down after each walking segment, it’s actually elevated for a total of 48 minutes, excluding when I work with the ball and dumbbells. Once again, if this doesn’t drop me under 127, nothing will and it will be a case of genetics, age, thyroid, diabetes or a curse for damn sure.

It’s been a week now without inhalers! It’s hard to believe I could suddenly have the power to do this after needing inhalers on and off, though mostly on since I was 8 years old.

10/27/87 – began journals.
3/24/89 – moved back to Woodside Terr.
12/10/89 – had 1-nighter with Diana.
12/28/89 – met Kacey.
7/1/90 – met Brenda.
1/7/91 – met Kim.
4/4/91 – moved to S Dfld.
6/17/91 - met Bob.
1/4/92 – met Anne Marie.
2/8/92 – moved to Norwich.
6/9/92 – moved to Phoenix.
1/6/93 – danced for 8 mos.
4/4/93 – moved to Crystal Creek.
4/9/93 – met Tom.
5/8/93 – 1-nighter with Julia.
9/1/93 – moved in with Tom.
12/5/93 – reunited with Larry.
6/15/94 – married.
12/6/94 – 1st ear canal operation.
5/21/95 – 2nd ear canal operation.
9/20/95 – next door Mormons move.
2/23/96 – black welfare bums arrive.
7/25/96 – Tom’s dad dies.
1/16/97 – Larry Jr. dies.
5/8/97 – last visit with parents.
10/4/97 – quit smoking.
1/8/98 – got into mice.
3/10/98 – upper braces put on.
7/22/98 – got into rats.
7/24/98 – done with parents/Larry.
10/6/98 – begin doll collecting.
12/8/98 – lower braces put on.
4/4/99 – blacks move.
6/1/99 – Mexicans arrive.
7/1/99 – done with Tammy.
8/23/99 – both braces come off.
9/24/99 – we leave Phoenix.
1/4/2000 – move into Maricopa house.
1/5/2000 – pig shows up with BS story.
1/6/2000 – pig kidnaps me for interrogation.
7/17/2000 – 17 hours in Florence.
8/2/2000 – arraigned.
9/7/2000 – court.
10/30/2000 – sentence begins.
1/1/2001 – met Mary.
4/29/2001 – released.
5/7/2001 – meet with Scott.
5/29/2001 – Dan moves.
9/2/2001 – 3rd rental arrives.
9/24/2001 – permanent retainers put in.
2/20/2002 – renters arrive.
3/9/2003 – new house a mile in front.
4/30/2003 – off probation.
5/6/2003 – got 3 houseplants.
6/3/2003 – Tom fired.
6/25/2003 – 1st house in front of next door arrives.
8/11/2003 – Tom begins work with Nissan.
10/5/2003 – haircut.
10/17/2003 – 2nd house in front of next door arrives.
11/21/2003 – Tom quits Nissan.
12/3/2003 – got ratty rat Brownie.
12/28/2003 – quit inhalers.