So Kim’s right back to her impersonations, lies and games, just like I told Aly she would be. According to Aly’s email yesterday she brought “Ted” back to Twitter and blocked her after promising to let her follow her “Ted” accounts. When Aly confronted her with it the twisted piece of shit tried to claim she didn’t know she’d find the account or that she would feel hurt by it. The truth is that she didn’t want Aly to find it because she knew it would hurt her.

Again Aly says she knows she may be a fool for not cutting ties with Kim but that there are still too many fond memories to let Kim go, Kim has no one else, and she likes feeling needed. I admire Aly’s compassion and lack of selfishness. Most people would hate to feel needed. Feeling needed makes most people feel trapped, burdened and taken advantage of.

Nothing’s changed, though. Kim is still a delusional liar living in a fantasy world. She’s never going to be fully honest with Aly or anyone else. She could never be a true friend to anyone. I’ve dealt with enough crazies to know. I’m a little surprised she didn’t harass me on Ask yesterday, though she could’ve been the one who asked if I’m a member of the Mile High Club. Aly agrees it’s iffy as to whether or not she’ll harass me in the future but doesn’t doubt she’s following my accounts. Again, it doesn’t make sense to follow someone you clearly don’t like, but as I reminded Aly, I’ll keep any mention of her and her shit private unless she does go back to pestering me.

Later…

Someone anonymously bought me a gift on Ask. :) That was pretty nice of whoever it was, and if I had to guess I’d go with Lady Di in Latvia. Either way, it had to come from another country because they’re not available here. Why they chose to give it anonymously beats me as I would think most people would want you to know it if they bought you a gift. But you have that option along with sending it privately or publicly. The “gifts” are these decorative badges. Mine’s a cute little robot holding a heart.

Anyway, I’m just amazed at all the activity on Ask vs. Formspring. I have over 1000 answers and 275 likes. I’m also getting more questions from more people.

Oh, Jesse, Jesse, Jesse. You are sooo lucky we’re almost out of here. Better yet, your mutts are even luckier!

They didn’t go crazy last night or the night before, but there have been barking sprees during the daytime. They don’t usually go off when it’s warm out, but not only are they going off right now, but they don’t listen to me anymore when I yell up to them to shut up. So I’m stuck with having to have the sound machine on even though I would really like to just sit and enjoy some peace and quiet. Again, I am going to be sooo fucking pissed if barking is still a regular thing in an adult community! I can’t keep taking this shit from neighbor after neighbor. Jesse was our landlord so that sort of tied my hands right there, but I swear the next neighbor that sics hours of barking on me will get Animal Control called on them! And I don’t care what kind of corrupt connections they may have!

Oh, here comes Mr. I Don’t Give a Shit on its Harley right now. Good. Maybe I can enjoy the rest of the afternoon in peace.

I made a deal with Tom and unfortunately, I’ll be proving him wrong on July 15th. He says that if I let myself have 1500 calories a day and work out for an hour a day be it with the bands, the treadmill, ab crunching or whatever, my weight will be down in 6 weeks.

And I say he’s full of shit. I still say something’s going on with me that’s affecting my metabolism in a bad way, though I don’t know what. My body simply doesn’t respond to diet and exercise like it does with most people who stick to it. Even if I worked out 5 hours a day, I would not only fail to lose on 1500, but I would gain. Exercising has never made me lose weight. It simply makes me fit, and strong and gives me more energy. It sort of helps me keep lost weight off, but only if I continue to diet. I’d have to cut down to about 1000 a day to lose weight. But still, I’m sick of being hungry so much of the time, then caving into the hunger every few days or so. 1500 calories a day would be a wonderful luxury to me and I could really use a break, so he’s on even though sadly, I know I’ll be up about 10 pounds by the end of the 6 weeks.

I wonder why it says I’ve used 0.55% on Opera, yet the bar that fills with green as you use more space says I’m at 1%.

We decided it would be easier to get a new scanner to digitize the pictures in our old photo albums that haven’t yet been digitized. It’d be too much of a pain to shoot pictures of them, and our old scanner is so old that it’s not compatible with any of our current equipment.