Tomorrow (I would have started today had I not misplaced the GP’s nail clippers) I will be clipping a third of my pills so it’s like I’m taking 50s again. No real anxiety yesterday or as much head pressure. Today my head’s “buzzing” a bit, whatever that means, and I’m a bit tired. Although I miraculously managed to sleep through traffic, I’m probably tired due to the medication skips but maybe not. Sometimes it seems people just get tired. That’s okay. I can lie down as often as I want to throughout the night, including while I’m talk-typing the second chapter of my NaNo project.

Back to the medication. I’m going to see how I do with “turning” my pills into 50s every day. If I do well all the way on up to when it’s getting close to my next trip to the lab, I’ll message Dr. A and tell her I’ve got to go back to 50s regardless of what the numbers will say.

As I was falling asleep, I was racking my brains asking the same question I’ve been asking for years now… What do I do next???

Remembering that I never had a problem during the three and a half months I was on 50s half a decade ago, I figured that was the best place to start would be to go back in time to before I started having problems.