So much for virtual dreaming. The more he digs into what different insurance plans have to offer, the more he finds they’re not literally virtual. Not unless it’s urgent or a virtual appointment you have with a PC you also see in person. It’s not even remotely Galileo-like. It’s looking like it’s gonna come down to Florida Blue or just sticking with Rhonda. I’ll go with Florida Blue if we can find someone in that plan who does mouth guards for sleep apnea. They have a bigger selection of doctors, which would be nice, with the only negative being that I’d have to break in a new doctor on my ten million health conditions and medication sensitivities. They have a rewards program like Ambetter. However, Rhonda only takes a couple of different plans, none of which have a sleep dentist.

My biggest concerns right now are the fatigue and definitely my nose, as far as both the allergies and the collapsed valves go. I swear I’m sleeping worse here than in Cali with all that loud traffic and the projects they would do.

Still haven’t heard back from Rhonda yet. She’s probably checking how much my insurance company is willing to help me with that. I worry about this a lot: not getting all the care I need, no matter which insurance I have. I.

I was just coming to accept and be okay with staying in Florida, even though it’s not perfect. But since I can’t have shots — and shouldn’t have to have them anyway, since I don’t need them in dry climates — I’m back to wishing we could just get the fuck out of here. Yes, I hate cold weather, and there would be sonic booms, hunters, barking, and other annoyances. But at least I’d be able to breathe there, and therefore perhaps sleep a little better. I don’t know, though. My sleep seems to be cursed no matter what I do or where I go. Staying here has a handful of pros and cons, just like leaving would. I don’t think it’s gonna be up to us in the end.

I finally gave the pulmonologist who tried to deny my sleep disorder a piece of my mind in a review. I also shared a link from one of several sites that says sighted people can have it, although it’s not as common as with blind people, not to mention decades of personal experience, and two other doctors confirming I have it. Honestly, I don’t know how this doctor could not know any better. He obviously doesn’t know it all like he thinks he does and needs to go back into training.