I’ve been missing her lately. No, not her. And not Nane either. The other her. I’ve thought of her every day since we stopped talking, but lately I’ve been missing her more than usual and more than I ever thought I would. I’d just like to respect her wishes and not mention her name even if some people may be able to put two and two together and figure out who she is. But yeah, I miss her at times. I know, however, that to go back in time would be to start a whole new round of trouble. Trouble I don’t need. I have absolutely no reason, no matter what I may be told, to believe anything would be different now than it was a year ago. So I’d rather just miss her, wonder how she’s doing and hope she’s doing well. It’s easier that way.

Tom still thinks there’s hope for getting hired on. One of the bosses was hired on after 7 months. Tom’s had experience with upper management, so hopefully he’ll be hired on in March. March would be my guess. That way they get to stiff him out of most of the holidays, and it’s another 3-month interval, too.

I still keep in touch with Andy in a variety of places – email, Twitter, and Formspring. But I haven’t talked to Maliheh in a few days, she’s been visiting my blog less and less, and I have a feeling I’m never going to hear back from Nane regarding my book.