Diana, who I refer to as Lady Di, is one of the most interesting people I’ve met on Ask so far who lives in Latvia. Especially for one being so young. I couldn’t have come up with some of the brilliant answers she’s come up with in my 20s, let alone my teens. She may be troubled like a lot of teens, but she definitely has a way with words and perhaps a future in writing. I was a little wary of her at first because I wasn’t sure what was going on. I didn’t know if she was just playing with me or if she was out of her mind or what, LOL. But now that I’ve gotten to know her a little better, she really is quite intelligent for one so young. She asks Andy and me about different things and the variety is nice.

I’m trying a little experiment where I have 1000 calories or less every other day. There’s no way I could do it every single day, day after day, and deal with the hunger, fatigue and dizziness that goes with it. I didn’t even have the energy to work out when I did this yesterday. Doing it regularly would also damage my metabolism even more. But if I could will myself to do it every other day, then work out and eat about 1200-1500 calories on the days I didn’t half starve myself, maybe I would have a better chance of losing the 20 or so pounds I could still stand to lose. It should be an interesting experiment if I can get myself to stick to it. I went down 3 pounds so far.

The best thing is that just when we were beginning to think they were fucking with him at work about being hired on, he was made to have a drug test today and had to fill out some paperwork. Next comes the background check, though they already did this last fall, so I don’t know why they’d want to do it again. All that matters is that they keep their word, even though they’re still not very nice to him. Some of the people aren’t anyway. But they said he “got the job” and they also hinted at a raise, so they need to put their actions where their mouths are.

I rarely have dreams that take place in this place or on this land, but for some reason, I often have dreams that take place in the house we had in Phoenix. I don’t remember what the Phoenix dream was about, but I remember the one here. I heard this really loud helicopter hovering close by and went outside to check it out. I saw a cop standing by the top of the drive. Confused as to what the hell was going on, Jesse suddenly comes barreling down the side of the mountain in front of me with a few people in tow. I asked what was going on and he said one of his exes tried to assassinate him.

LOL, it’s a good thing he doesn’t know I’m prone to dream premonitions, especially those of a negative nature.