Yesterday's fatigue was horrible, and it really hit home that, yes, this is almost certainly chronic fatigue. So yes, I'm going to be severely limited for the rest of my life. I think the sleep apnea was only a little tiny part of it, and that's even with sleeping with the mask half the time as I did the last couple of nights, not because of leaks but because I just couldn’t get the damn thing to seat properly after removing it to go to the bathroom. But I use it enough to know that my problem is much bigger, sinister, and more complex than just sleep apnea, even though AI said that even with my level of sleep apnea, sleeping with the mask consistently is critical for effectiveness. CF or not, I worry that we'll never find a mask that fits properly and that I'll never be able to get a mouth guard or the Inspire as an alternative. 

Healthcare in red states sucks. I totally regret moving to Florida at times. All I saw was warmer weather and a cheaper place. I didn't see the big picture. But now we're almost certainly going to be here for life due to a lack of money and energy. At least there are worse places to be stuck in.

Now, here's an interesting Jade update. As I mentioned before, she stopped being active, then became active again, and now she's back to being inactive. I asked Melanie for her theory, and she thinks it has to do with electronics. She said she doesn't keep her haunted dolls in the living room because there are a lot of electronics there. Apparently, spirits draw energy from electronics, so what she gets is unreliable there. I find this fascinating because the laptop in the bedroom has been off more often to help with my sleep! It's also off when I use the one in the kitchen. After I post this, I'll test Jade before turning it on and then test her again.

Since the assholes at Blogger are phasing out the editing tool, Tom thinks we can get around it by writing a program and adding our own code. If we can't, we can't, though. I don't like the layout or archive on Tumblr as much, but I like how I can post tons of pictures or videos every day if I want to. Separating the entries with aesthetically pleasing images looks cool. I have tons of images picked out, mostly nature stuff and some animals.