Currently, I’m a 45-year-old woman living in NorCal. I’m liberal, a bit on the eccentric side, and my passions are writing, music and studying languages. It was 24 years ago that I began journaling consistently. How very different my life was back then! I still prefer the me of today even when things are rough.

I left my MyOpera account public for now so those who may’ve been out of town can have a chance to catch up on anything they might’ve missed since I’m not copying past entries over to Tumblr. Then I may set that blog to friends only.

I tested my own IP again. The first time I could view my blog for 7 seconds. By the third time only 3. But one second is too many when one can take screenshots if they keep scrolling. It’d be a helluva pain in the ass, but it could probably be done with a little determination. And if she doesn’t know this, what’s to say she doesn’t know someone who knows this that could tell her about it?

Later…

Tom got a nice bonus of $125 added to his paycheck. :) But we’re not sure why. It says, “VPP bonus for September.” But he only worked a few days in September.

The big boss also commended him on doing a job well done with a job that was hard. Tom doesn’t think it’s that hard, though. He says it’s hard, yes, but not that hard.

Most people are dumb, like it or not. So what’s not that hard for him probably would be hard for others. The only thing I’ve seen him struggle with is languages.

I have been learning more and more about computers, programs, scripts, code and setting up websites. I love to learn so long as it’s nothing illegal.

I deactivated a couple of accounts on sites I no longer use. That way no one could leave me messages there that I might not check for but would otherwise want to know about.

Since the nights are getting chillier we have to get Jesse down this weekend to fix the heater. While it may be a nuisance to have to deal with, the best part is that it won’t cost us a dime. :) Who knows how big or costly a job it will end up being? He may have to get someone out next week to deal with it. My schedule kind of sucks right now but we gotta deal with what we gotta deal with.

Heaters are nothing compared to what the sickos down south may have up their sleeves. Yeah, still no nightmares but still worried. While it’s true that I would expect to be served this week or next if they’re going to serve me, it can also take months.

I don’t worry just because of them alone, but because I know something up there loves to yank the carpet from under our feet whenever we start to get ahead. God or whatever could just have him laid off, but since they obviously like him so much where he works, what better way to tear us down than with old enemies? Again, I still don’t see how that’s legally possible but it also doesn’t mean they can’t make it illegally possible. They did it before so why not do it again? My speech rights and more were violated, and nothing’s changed. Meaning that the law was never fair and it never will be.

So instead of being only excited about the raise and the kind words from the big boss, I worry something up there is saying to themselves, “Glad they’re excited about the raise cuz they’re going to need it with the trouble they’ve got ahead.”

I just hope to hell God has better feelings toward me than He did in 2000 and that He would never again feel the need to use such monsters against me.

Although I can’t imagine it for the life of me (not that I could imagine them screwing me like they did in the first place) I told Tom never to put his own self at risk and come after me if I ever get legally kidnapped and extradited anywhere. I told him I’d get out on my own somehow and hitch as many rides as I have to back home.

I’m a little disturbed that the troll could access my blog for 31 seconds today, and yes, I’m sure of the timing. The second time she tried half a minute later, no time registered. A few hours later she made two more tries. The first time she was in for 15 seconds, the second not long enough to register. sighs A lot can be read in half a minute, even 15 seconds. I did a test on myself again and I was kicked out in just a few seconds, so IDK, maybe the times logged aren’t quite accurate.