Still nothing scary in Dreamland. We might have even been driving around Florida again but I’m not sure.

Better to be paranoid for nothing than not worried for a reason. I mean I’d prefer to be stress-free with nothing bad waiting around the corner even though I could kick myself for contacting her in the first place. But once again there’s a huge difference between me and her. I only said things she didn’t want to hear and was annoying at best. She displayed her old vengeful self by dragging the police into it when just like last time, nothing was actually done that could harm her. And if anyone should know that one doesn’t actually have to do anything to someone in Arizona in order to be in deep shit it’s me. I have looked at the situation over and over again from a logical standpoint and I still don’t see how I could’ve done anything illegal. But even so, if anyone’s going to try to arrest, question, serve, or extradite me it will probably be this week. This may be an entirely different case and I may now be in a different state, but they seem to subpoena for info one week and arrest the next.

Then again, maybe not. I just looked back in my old journals. It looks like I called the black bitch from the motel somewhere between December 23rd - 25th, then they arrested me on January 6th. The holidays might’ve slowed things down, though.

I guess all I can do is hope that the pigs aren’t hell-bent on “getting the last word” and having the final say in the matter of this sick hater. I’ve been praying this bitch off several times a day but the rest is up to fate. If God wants to serve me on a platter to this bitch and the pigs, He will. I hope not, though. I hope this time around it’s me He protects. Especially from extradition and garnishing. If they want to serve me with a summons that I ignore and end up with a bench warrant for, fine, so long as they don’t arrest or garnish me.

Not all crimes get you arrested before being subpoenaed, though. The only time I was arrested for prank phone calls was when I called the pig that got one of my old numbers and then Laurie H. Gee, what a surprise, huh? Still, you can’t really compare Massachusetts to Arizona because what’s usually a misdemeanor in MA is a felony in AZ. Like you couldn’t compare prank calls in Springfield to S. Deerfield. As I learned, S. Deerfield took them a lot more seriously than Spfld.

IDK, maybe it’s just me but I don’t think people should go running to the cops unless they’ve either been harmed or have been ripped off or something serious like that. I don’t think they should be used to run to just because someone pisses you off with something they may’ve said or written. But again, maybe that’s just me.

If they serve anything I don’t get, the default warrant will probably be out and about by January or February, so next spring I’ll see if I can do a warrant check on myself. I’m guessing it would be from Arizona if there was anything because that’s where she lives. In other words, if someone in Michigan threatened someone in Kansas, it’s Kansas that would run the investigation, not Michigan. So if the Michigan person is ever ordered to appear in court, they would have to appear in Kansas, not Michigan.

Why couldn’t this have happened when he wasn’t working if it was going to happen?! When he wasn’t working there was less to lose. I mean there’s more to lose the less money you have because that’s just part of being poor, but when you do have money, you risk losing that money. They can’t garnish Unemployment checks.

I also hate sleeping in the daytime when he’s not here because I may not hear anything potentially dangerous due to the sound machines blaring, like if Jesse came to tell me to get the hell out due to a fire in the area.

I am such a screw-up at times! The reason Andy couldn’t see my entire blog is that I accidentally – and stupidly – sent him the link to just one entry and not the whole blog.

Looks like we’ll have temps in the 70s and 80s throughout the rest of the month and no rain.

I never really bothered with New Year’s resolutions before but I guess if I had to have one this year it would be to stop trying to make my dreams a reality. I’m not only too old to be chasing silly dreams, but if anyone should know that dreams either don’t come true or are nothing you envision them to be if they do come true, it’s me. Therefore I’ve decided never to bother to try to move to Florida. This is where we live, this is where we’ll stay. It doesn’t mean I might not check out a bigger, newer rental in a retirement community someday as I miss living in a real house, but I don’t think we’ll ever be able to afford that. Retirement communities are expensive unless you’re willing to take an apartment there.

Random Facts About Me seems to be a popular personal blog theme lately, so I thought I’d throw out some more facts about myself just for fun, even if I may’ve mentioned them before and not everyone will agree with them all.

1. I love bright colors and find earth tones boring as hell.

2. I will drink orange juice but I hate anything else with orange.

3. I am very mistrusting of those in law enforcement not just after I myself was lied to by some cops and a public defender, but because of all the stories of corruption I’ve heard. The dual standards and the fact that the police can break many of the same laws we’re supposed to abide by (lying, speeding, etc.) and the fact that they get such light penalties for the crimes they may commit if not away with them altogether, greatly confuses and concerns me. So does their thirst for “power” and “control.”

4. I have no faith in the justice system after watching countless criminals who have committed acts of violence, theft, fraud or other serious crimes get light sentences if any at all, while those who haven’t actually done anything other than do/say things that are simply seen as “mean” or “annoying” by some people get the book thrown at them.

5. It greatly disturbs me that there are countries that kill women and children simply for wearing the “wrong” hairstyle or for trying to escape an abusive spouse.

6. I get most of my story ideas from dreams.

7. I would love to see some kind of natural disaster kill a third or half of the world’s population due to how overpopulated the world is becoming as long as none of my loved ones or friends are killed.

8. I think some of the cheapest and basic foods should be free like apples.

9. I believe people should be given jobs based on their qualifications, not their gender, age, race, nationality or sexual orientation.

10. I miss owning a pool and swimming!

11. Spam can simply be marked as spam as annoying as it is, but I wish the law would crack down harder on phishing and fraud-related emails.

12. I love Foster Farm’s honey BBQ chicken wings. I could eat a whole bag every day.

13. I love all kinds of music but am not big on metal, gospel, jazz or classical.

14. Sleeping during the daytime when Tom’s not home makes me nervous unless it’s raining out.

15. I wish I could be “normal” but know that normal is overrated and boring.

16. I drink about 2 liters of water a day.

17. I wonder if I should dump Nane, a woman in Germany I have a crush on who only seems to want to be my friend just some of the time.

18. I love rodents and wish dogs didn’t exist. I love to “hug” my giant rat.

19. I fear growing old and dying alone.

20. I also fear something bad happening to me that drives me to suicide within the next decade.