Didn’t sleep as long as I’d have liked to and am still a bit tired, but at least I’m over the runs that hit me yesterday till I popped some anti-shit pills. My heart’s racing a bit too. I guess I’m still a bit anxious.

Someone’s already fucking with me on MyOpera where I’m currently allowing for anonymous comments. Probably Molly who’s now latched onto Andy and will probably add him to her lifelong stalking career. She asked him why he “talked about me to a girl who doesn’t know her.” Andy just gave a goofy answer. She’s following him now too, on Formspring and me on Twitter with her latest account. I blocked her so she can’t tweet to me, and I just might disallow anonymous comments on MyOpera. Not sure yet. I don’t want her to have as many means of contacting me, but I also don’t want to let her control me. I started to delete past posts on MD and MyOpera cuz of the black bitch, but that would be letting her control me and letting her win so I left everything intact. Besides, if she’s that determined to victimize me all over again, I can’t stop her from trying. All I can do is not let her win. If anyone ever legally kidnapped me or garnished our wages, that’s not something we could “ignore,” but subpoenas, summons, calls, threats and bribes could be.

Back to who’s fucking with me. There were 3 comments.

“Didn’t know you were back here! May rejoin since some others are back on here. LOL. I don’t think the real deal would talk about that with you. LOL.”

Didn’t think the real deal would talk about that with me? What the hell does that mean???

“Gosh, you’re self-centered. You really think too highly of yourself.”

This one seems the most Mollyish.

“Why don’t you add the picture of you in your “shiny bra” to your photos? It really is too funny!”

What shiny bra??? I wonder if it’s the black bitch or an associate referring to the topless picture embedded in one of my old Blogger entries. I was starting to think just how stupid it would be of her to have someone (if it isn’t her) fuck around with me while she’s trying to “get” me, but that’s exactly what she did the last time. She fucked with me a million times more than I ever fucked with her before and during the time she used the law to plot against me.

I don’t know if I’ll stay there or go elsewhere just yet. But for now, this is where I’ll be. Christine is so happy I’ll still be blogging, LOL. She really is the #1 fan of my boring/stressful life.

FF finally stopped crashing whenever I’d log onto Facebook, and all is running smoothly in PC land. Well, smoother at least.

After I corrected the mathematical error I made saying I’d go belly-up at 220 pounds when it should’ve been 800 pounds if I gained 20 pounds a year for life, Tom pointed something out to me and that’s that unless I kept eating more and more every time I gained weight, I really would stop gaining at some point. I couldn’t eat more than 2000 calories a day, for example, because I’m small and so my calorie needs are less than average. I’d probably still hit the 200-pound marker, though, if I ate 1500 calories without exercise and 2000 with exercise, so I guess I’ll continue to at least maintain my weight for now even if 135 is too much. I just don’t have the willpower it takes to put up with the hunger that would go with cutting my calories to 1000 so I could lose weight.

Sent a letter off to my parents. They should get it on Monday.

Mary’s release date is now pulled up to 12/7/12. So unless they pull another nasty on her in the end, she’s closing in on the final year.

I’d say the flaxseed is definitely speeding up my hair growth. I wasn’t sure at first but adding a tablespoon or two to my oatmeal really does seem to help. Just wish it wasn’t so curly. At this length, it’s hard to gather it in a ponytail cuz the curls keep springing back, LOL.

Nane’s back on Facebook and still ignoring me. Guess what, though? I’m ignoring her back! :) She loaded 71 new TR pics. Her face is looking worse and worse with each pic! I think that’s mostly cuz they’re getting closer and clearer so they show her imperfections more. Great bod, but not even I have all that wrinkling and I’m only 5 years younger. She’s skinny, though, and wrinkles are more prominent in skinny people. Nice falsies too, but her hair is too light and her nose is too wide. She does have a prettier eye color than my slimy moss-green eyes.

Later…

Was thinking about the shitster down under me and I really hope I’m not just kidding myself in vowing to ignore her. What if she and the law simply won’t let me ignore her?

Fuck it! I refuse to ever again fall prey to this vengeful hater who’s nothing but a white supremacist in reverse! She wouldn’t let me ignore her for 7 years. Then one day I took my life back and I ain’t giving it back to the sicko all over again under any circumstances! Not now. Not ever. She can keep the obsession and the hate going, and while I’ll always hate the bitch in return, I’m moving on. Period. I’ll never contact her again in any way and I’ll never let her victimize us again through the law or by any other means! I have not committed any federal offenses that could get me arrested no matter what state I live in, and if they’ve filed city or state charges, that can’t get me arrested either. Last time around the state was against me. Being that it was the state grand jury was why they could fetch me from Maricopa since that was still Arizona. So they’re welcome to send all the summons they want. I will not see them in court again and I don’t care how “challenged” the twisted pigs may feel or how hungry for power and control they may be on account of this hateful, sick bitch.

What I mean by “challenged” is that the pigs may’ve read that I refuse to be railroaded by them ever again and that might have put them in an oh-yeah?-we’ll-see-about-that-kind-of mood. But if they’ve taken that statement as an invitation to try a little harder to fuck with me, that’s their problem.

I also heard from Maliheh and Alison. Maliheh urged me to please not think it’s me that’s been causing her lack of messages. Her right hand has been falling asleep and she’s been sleeping a lot. I guess she can’t convince her doctor to test her. She asked if I’d help her with a complaint she wants to lodge against them and I said I would.

She also said that from now on if she hears barking after midnight she’s calling the cops. LOL, good for her.

As for Aly, the poor girl’s cancer has spread and she has to have more surgery and return to radiation since the pill was a waste of time and money, as she put it.

I was a bit dismayed when she said she gave up on praying since it wasn’t doing her any good, not just for her sake but because I wonder if my praying to keep the sick bitch from ruining my life all over again is doing me any good.

Later…

Kim said she was the one who left comment #1 about rejoining MyOpera. The “self-centered” comment was probably Molly, and the more I think about it, the “shiny bra” was probably her friend. Maybe Sarah P. Whoever it was couldn’t have been referring to the topless picture of myself after all because I checked and it’s in that album.