Went underground on thoughts.com by creating a whole new account in a bogus name to hopefully avoid detection from the troll, but that will allow me to keep in touch with a couple of friends there. Even they suggested creating a new account, though thoughts.com doesn’t require a real name anyway. I had created my other account through Facebook, but this one I signed up for independently. I missed a couple of friends there that have really nice blogs. They seemed to have missed me too, judging by the “hugs” and the little welcome back party they threw me, LOL.

Anyway, I won’t bother mentioning my username since I’m still going to write as myself on Facebook and for my email recipients. I’ll just say that I’m calling myself Misha there and giving anyone else I mention an alias as well. Along with sticking to a pen name there, I’m making sure not to mention my real name, location, age, DOB or anything else that could give my true identity away.

Still don’t know yet what I’m going to do with my old blogs. I just can’t seem to make up my mind about them. I guess I’ll either pick up where I left off at some point or I’ll just forever leave them sitting there.

I’m using OpenOffice again and it’s taking some getting used to. I configured it the best I could and while a part of me will always miss Windows, safer here or not, they all really do have their pros and cons. I just have to get in the habit of doing things the new way and that’s going to take time after spending nearly 20 years doing things a certain way.

Today was wonderfully quiet and yesterday wasn’t too bad, but weekends tend to be a bit quieter anyway.

I took the last few days off of dieting and have steadily gained a pound a day ever since. Gotta wonder how many days in a row I could do that if I never went back to watching my calorie intake. Oh well. I’ll run it back off over the week.

I forgot to mention yesterday that the night before last I had a dream that Alison died of cancer. I really hope that doesn’t mean anything! I’m not going to tell her about it. Why worry and upset her for what I hope is no reason at all?

I was right in suspecting the library the troll was going to have their cookies turned off as there’s no way she wouldn’t take the time to check for any updates on my Thoughts page when updating her own. According to her blog, which she deleted for the millionth time, she said her mother is now allowing her to go online but only twice a day. Now that she’s peeking in on me from home, she’s showing up on TIP. The sicko will look for me for the rest of her life!

Also, 3 weeks ago she started using her Formspring account for the first time in about 5 months. She’s only answering questions she’s asking herself, but this doesn’t surprise me. It was 4 weeks ago that I stopped public blogging, so of course she’d spend more time there as that’s the only account she knows about that’s currently public, though it’s Andy’s and not mine. She could Google my account on the wallpaper site, but there’s nothing to see there but graphics. But all my other accounts are either not being used, deactivated or set to private, so it wouldn’t surprise me to know she’s spending more time at least following Andy’s account on Formspring where she knows I just might mention her and Alison. Both Andy and I agreed to at least not mention her, though. I don’t want to give her an ounce of encouragement. Her warped sense of reality gives her enough encouragement on its own without any additional help.