Yesterday marked 60 trips around the sun! I just wish I could say I didn't feel 60.

Got my ultrasound done. Had to pay $60. Not a fortune, but still. Why have insurance if you still have to pay for this and pay for that? That's why we're almost certainly going to switch me to Florida Blue. That way, I'll only have to pay $77 a month, including dental and vision. I'll get free PC visits, zero deductibles, and pay $10 for specialists and $20 for urgent care. If I stick with Ambetter, I'd have way fewer docs in-network, and it would cost way more to have anything big done.

The Alice in Wonderland golf course came out, and it's okay. Not great but good. Had a strange experience when I was playing. Something seemed to either run over or gently tap my foot. Of course, I didn't see anything with the headset on, but it was still weird. Reminded me of Tink either running over my foot or playfully plugging at it. I don't know what it was.

Twice, I got messages from those putting out those AI jobs I love telling me they found some quality issues in my work, but that due to the nature of their work, they couldn't say what. All they would say was that if it continued, it could result in my not being allowed to work for them, but all I had to do was just pay careful attention, and it would be okay. Why do I have a feeling I'm going to be canned by these people soon enough? All good things do come to an end after all. Not sure I want to keep working for someone who wants to threaten me without telling me what the hell I'm doing wrong, despite trying my best. But they pay so well!

Decided it was time to can V. At first I wasn't going to say anything but just ghost her after blocking her, but then I figured, why not? So I told her I couldn't take the one-sidedness and the way she'd always turn the conversation on her. She never even said a word about losing Tink and didn't even wish me a happy birthday when I mentioned it, though I understand she has a right to be who she is. I blocked her number and on PB. She's just way too self-absorbed. I love listening to and learning about other people, but I would appreciate the interest being reciprocated.

I've also toyed with the idea of deleting Arteaga, her nurse Julie, Eileen, and Adonis. Adonis, I don't know, but I'll leave Eileen for now because she's old, around 70 or older by now. But Arteaga? I've only heard from her twice and only in response to messages from me. She has never reacted or commented on anything of mine. She only commented once on a comment I made on a post of hers.

Julie only engaged with me a few times, mostly when I initiated it, and then went silent. For a minute, I thought I'd keep connected to them to see how long—if ever—it took for them to interact with me somehow, but no thanks. I'm so over one-sided friendships and through bothering with those who just don't care. I just may give it to the end of the year, though. Doubt they'll ever notice I'm gone, though I don't mind staying connected to Julie on Blue Sky.

So I got birthday wishes mostly from those I figured I would get them from, even Becky. A little surprised Irma didn't bother, but not at all surprised Arteaga, Julie, and Eileen ignored me. Even Jessie ignored me. Mitch started to, but wished me a happy belated birthday after I posted a thank-you note to those who sent wishes.

Ended up perking up yesterday, and my energy isn't too bad today, even though my sleep continues to be fragmented. Tonight I'm gonna make another go with the oral mask.

I've had all kinds of quick, little senseless dreams. In one, they started allowing small planes in the park. Literally. You would drive them down to the end of the street where they put in a runway, and you could fly for up to an hour.

In another, I felt super cold and suspected I was really hypo. I felt the urge to go out in the direct sunlight to warm up. I noticed there were dolphins swimming in the pool, too.