It’s going to be a pleasant day out there today so I don’t expect it to be very peaceful.

Lost 4 pounds so far this week. Maybe those Fullbars I’ve been having really do help with weight loss. A weight-loss doctor created them and while they’re bland as hell and it’s like biting into Styrofoam, they at least seem to help. Then again, so does cutting calories and exercising. Don’t know how long it will last, though. A high-protein diet definitely helps with random cravings and hunger, but the last 4 hours of my day are tough.

Had a dream Andy joined Facebook and I told him, “Now don’t embarrass me here.”

He said, “I promise to behave, darling,” then somehow managed to insert an icon of the finger.

Yeah, we probably would say and do this too, LOL.

Irene commented after every comment I made on Nane’s wall recently, LOL.

Nane’s the only one so far who wasn’t that impressed with my singing. I thought Andy would say it sucked, but he said it was fine.

The troll was back yesterday, but again, Aly and I can’t figure out what’s up with her. It’s like she just wants to let us know she’s still alive or something, but not locked up anywhere. Just like last time she made a quick post saying she’d been sick for a week with the flu and only spent 15 minutes on my blog instead of 10 hours catching up like she would do even when there was nothing to catch up on.

Tom’s working weird hours so he’ll probably be exhausted when he gets in. He had his interview yesterday and still thinks he’ll be hired on. I hope so! If not, he could actually be laid off in about a week or less. He came home after just 6 hours yesterday. They’re still paying him for 8, but the reason is that because they’re so busy now, they sent him home so he could get some sleep and be prepared to work from midnight to noon. So he crashed right after he ate. I’m amazed he can do that. There’d be no way I could crash before at least 8pm and also no way I could work 12 hours on less than 4 hours of sleep. He’s amazing!

Getting a little apprehensive with April looming around the corner but not overly concerned (if it was a real cop who emailed me). I’m a little surprised I haven’t been harassed online. I thought they might resort to various scare tactics (the pigs) and do shit to make themselves visible on my tracker, send emails or messages on other sites with threats and ultimatums, etc. Whatever they do in the future I intend to ignore unless they either push me too far or leave me no choice by busting through these doors and literally hauling my ass out of here. I think they would’ve come here by now if they were going to do that, thus making their own lives more complicated, so all else should be easy enough to ignore. The last thing I would want to do would be to give them the reaction they wanted by expressing anger or showing fear. They aim to control and manipulate much in the way an abusive lover does. Only problem is that sadly this is legal, and when it’s not, they still get away with it anyway.