I have been feeling so wonderful lately that a part of me wonders if I should feel guilty for it. My dad hasn’t even been dead for two weeks, yet I feel fantastic! Tom’s feeling better. His job is going well. We have money in savings. My GF is back. Where the future once seemed totally hopeless, there now seems hope for more good things to come. I just feel so great in general. It’s strange, though. I hated it when I felt miserable and now that I’m finally happier I feel guilty about it. I know it’s only because my dad died, though. I asked Andy if he thought I was wrong to feel so good so soon after losing my dad and he said no because life must go on. Guess he has a point there. Besides, I haven’t seen my dad since 1997. I loved him, but we simply weren’t “close.”

Nane didn’t realize my books were for those with Kindles and so she won’t be able to get them. I thought she knew they were eBooks, but at least she kept her word by checking into them. I offered to send complimentary copies to her cuz she’s special. :)))

I tried to talk Nane into having her and Jim visit us since she mentioned wanting a change since she’s sick of TR, but sure enough, they’re going to Morocco for two weeks in May. She said after Cuba in ’99 she’s been against doing any transatlantic flights. I wonder if something bad happened then. I asked her about it.

No views from the troll yesterday on Thoughts but now I’m wondering if whoever viewed my blog a couple of days ago was really her mother and not her. Especially since she didn’t check Aly out. That’s totally not like her and I just don’t believe she wouldn’t make any posts of her own if she were the one in her account.

It’s gonna be slightly warm later on. Yesterday I had to hear from Jesse and the dogs, of course, but yesterday it was mostly him. He was running loud machinery up there, as usual, and I could hear little bumps and bangs down here like he was either slamming car doors real hard or throwing something into the back of his truck. It just can’t stay indoors to save its life! Not unless it’s really hot or raining and it just doesn’t seem to rain here anymore. They say it’s going to next Tuesday, but I know that the most we’ll probably get are clouds and wind.