One of Mike’s sons replied to my message saying: Fuck you. I'd threaten your life but you living is the most perverse torture anyone could conceive. My parents are both saints you sick little puppy dog. You will be reincarnated as an aborted baby. Good night silly bitch. 

Wow. That’s pretty vicious for what I would expect of a son of Mike’s. I’m surprised he didn’t block me. I never heard any more from the obvious nutjob, so I didn’t block him. I just replied with, “Good one. Good night to you, too.” That’s all I have to say to this one cuz this is the type of person to stalk the shit out of someone if you piss them off bad enough. 

How can I be reincarnated if I was aborted, though? LOL 

Today was much better as far as the dizziness goes. Maybe my ear really was a factor, but I don’t expect to be perfect. In just over 2 weeks I will discuss it with A. Like Tom said, though,  O would never have released me if she thought it was anything serious. 

I still miss the me that had little more than just allergies, earaches and toothaches. I had no idea peri would bring me so much hell. Not too much anxiety or racy heart lately, though, and those are the worst symptoms one could have, so that’s good. Just some hot flashes, fatigue, shitty sleep, and a whole lotta dizzies. 

Last night I slept better than the night before because I took a lorazepam before bed. I definitely tend to feel better during the day if I’ve slept well the night before 

It was a fun and productive weekend overall, but Sunday was definitely better than Saturday cuz I felt better. The only thing we didn’t get to was changing the washers in the master shower. He fixed the motion sensor light in front, changed the wiper blades on the car even though it shouldn’t rain for months, and did a lot of landscaping. He also cleaned the air conditioner’s filter. 

One of the coolest things is that after a year and a half of studying nearly every day, I have passed the Dutch course, completing all the lessons within the “tree!!!” Next up is Italian review. 

I just wish weekends didn’t go so fast. I still don’t like being alone for long periods at a time, and despite the big bucks it brings, Tom is really hoping for little to no OT this week, but that’s not usually how it works. 

We had an AMEX gift card, a Best Buy gift card and a Chili’s gift card. We decided not to go to Chili’s because it was Sunday and would be too crowded. We’ll save that for a weekday. 

We went to Best Buy first where Tom got blue earbuds to listen to music at work. 

After that, we went to Target. It wasn’t as crowded as Walmart, of course, but it was still fairly crowded, and oh, those screaming brats. 

It was still fun to get out and do some shopping even if we didn’t really need anything for the most part. We got over $100 of stuff yet it only cost us $30. He did get a really nice pair of what we guess is called pruning shears. They sort of look like these giant metal cutters. He also got new wiper blades for the car. 

I looked at sheets both in the store and on Amazon because we could use a couple of new sets, and I honestly don’t know where to begin. Every type of sheet at every price has conflicting reviews. So who am I to believe? I try to go by a ratio of good to bad, but sometimes that one bad review just seems so awful that I am hesitant to take a chance on the product. 

I asked a lady at the store where the slippers were and she said they didn’t have any now because that was a seasonal thing. Not even a second later, I turned and crossed the aisle and there were a few scattered pairs mixed in with the pajamas. I grabbed a pair of slip-on slippers with an open back since the cheap fleece ones I got from Amazon aren’t the greatest. 

I also got a pack of neon-colored ankle socks in six different colors, and a gorgeous necklace where the chain is gathered with a small gold clasp at the chest and then two chains dangle down toward my bellybutton, each with a clear crystal hanging off the ends. 

Lastly, I got a fat Barbie with burgundy hair that wears a blue dress that matches her shoes and her eyes. She’s from the Fashionista collection. Barbie has gotten amazingly realistic, diverse and beautiful over the years and makes for great decorative pieces, IMO. 

We both got some treats and some frozen goodies. 

Last night I dreamed I was in what may’ve been a fairly busy restaurant. A young waitress asked me to see if I got any bad vibes from someone in section 3. I agreed, but once I got to section 3 I realized I wasn’t sure who I was supposed to see what kind of vibes emanated from, as the waitress hadn’t specified any specific person. 

It was nighttime in another dream, and I went to use a commercial bathroom somewhere. It was a large bathroom in a large store, sort of like what you’d find in Walmart or someplace like that. Suddenly I realized the floor was wet and I only had socks on my feet. I went down the rows of stalls hoping for a dry one I could get into in my socked feet, but there was water everywhere. The dream people did not want me emptying my bladder, haha. 

At night when the traffic has died down, I love to relax in bed and listen to my audiobook. I think I’ll go do that now, even if that sometimes makes me tire down earlier than I’d like.