Began watching the series Slasher on Netflix. It’s pretty good so far, though they’ve only got one season there. 

I couldn’t get into CSI: Miami, but CSI: New York is ok. Not as good as Criminal Minds and Law & Order, though. 

Fell asleep yesterday without lorazepam, but as usual, I woke up and needed to take it to get back to sleep and into a deeper sleep as well. It seems that without it, I only go into a light sleep and I wake up constantly. My HR reflects this on Fitbit. I’ve learned that if my HR doesn’t drop to around 68-70, I’m not going to sleep soundly. It never got under 73 last night. So now I’m taking the stuff more for sleep than for anxiety until my doc puts me on some kind of hormonal replacement therapy to help with these shitty peri symptoms. I’ve been a little less dizzy, though, these last two days, so that’s good. 

The door slamming has begun at Jackie’s house, but it looks like it’s just that dumpy white pickup that’s been coming around a lot lately. You can only see the house by appointment only, so at least there won’t be any open house to deal with. That’d bring a lot more traffic. 

Saw an article warning people in Pinal County, where we used to live in Arizona, about the Mexican drug cartel. They suggest people arm themselves to be safe. So glad we got out of there when we did! Not just because of them, though, of course. We were total sitting ducks for evil, and it would have only been a matter of time before evil struck again.